oh dearest ellise lim..
this is like the tenth post.
you`ve had your fun, so now it`s my turn !
don be sad okay? (x (x
remember ah ! LONG LONG NICE NICE post k.
love your tofu face.





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brother left for tekong yesterday..
i din get to send him off, shit the school.





woke up yesterday morning and found a note on my bag.
" hannah, wake me up before you leave for school. "
thought is was from my sister. went to wake her up and got scolded instead.
glanced at the note again and realised it was the handwritin of my bro.





and immediately, i teared. i dont wan him to go.






=(. went into his room and woke him up. he looked at me and i poked him.
he grunted and i din know what to say. all i did was to bid goodbye.
and i closed the door and left.
and ran into the toilet to let my tears flow.





i wanted to hug him and tell him i`ll miss him.
but i didnt have the courage to.






and i regret. wholeheartedly. sigh.
well he`ll be back on the 15th.12 more days to go.




dont know why im so upset when he is contributing to our countrie. hahas.





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choir is performing at the esplanade sometime in july.
go support us kayy people. am forcing my sister to go. hahas (x




mr kwei`s going to one of our choir practices, and all of us can just prepare to go and die.
i can already picture the look of sheer disappointment of his.
like compare the choir standard now, and back then. its a 180 deg change.
gold with honours is not easy to clinch. but they did it.




what about syf 2007? scarie question, scary thought.




i hope the sec ones will change.
my attitude was smth like theirs when i was a sec one.
but now i realise the importance of many stuff in choir.
stuff that i din understand in the past. now i know how irritating i had been. hahas.



but now im a changed person towards choir.
hopefully the sec ones will get more serious and stop slacking.
especially A, B and C.






ganbatte choir. =] we live to sing, and thats what all it is about.